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Where Are We Now?

 How many times do you listen to a song till you get bored with it? The title of this post is inspired by a song I just heard on the radio yesterday which has made me return to it 4 times so far in the span of two days ;)

So where are you now? What's been going on in your life? Has it been as eventful as mine? Did you manage to accomplish anything great? Or has life been pulling you in all directions and you're still trying to catch your breath?

If you're in Malaysia like me we're probably in the same boat. It's another PKP -  a lockdown - working from home - learning from home mode..

I'd like to believe since we've been here before we're less stumped on how to handle it. Though it is even scarier now with the possibility of being infected with Covid 19 even higher, I'd like to believe we are all trying to remain positive. Hoping to be vaccinated soon, praying this will end. For good.

On the brighter side, I'm proud to say I've added on to the list of books I've finished. I've lost more kilos and hope to lose more. I'm almost `getting there' with being in a new workplace. I've been doing some part time jobs, editing, writing and marking. Life's been busy and good, all praises to Allah.

But I miss my parents and siblings who I've not seen in months. I miss my students who told me they were going to write to me but never did. I miss hanging out with friends and travelling with my family enjoying a trip outdoors without having to wear a mask.

I miss writing. My creative juices seem to have run out since I last completed the 4th novel, last November. It's June now and I HAVE NOT WRITTEN ANYTHING CREATIVE. Personally, this is disappointing.

So I will end this post with me hoping that the next time I write, I have already written at least one chapter.. Pray for me! ;)

Take care, stay safe!

XOXO



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